When I turned on my pc today and checked my mails, I saw a mail, that somebody with your name started following me. And damn, it was so hard not to cry.
How is it possible to miss someone so much? It’s been such a long time and I’m still dying inside. I can’t forget you. And I don’t want to forget you - I want to keep our beautiful memories. All the things you told me, all the things you taught me. The wonderful moments we shared. I still think about you every day and it hurts so much. All I want is to hear your voice again. To share time with you. To listen to you, while you play piano for me. I’d do anything to talk to you again.
Will it ever get better?